SIREN Episode 38 – 39 (The beautiful killer) by Azeemah Salami

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SIREN Episode 38 (The beautiful killer) by Azeemah Salami

Miaโš”๏ธ

Mr Holden, your son is not gonna get hurt but get killed.

โ€œIโ€™m inviting you both to the dinner party Iโ€™ll be having with my business associates tomorrowโ€ He said.
โ€œWeโ€™re not chanced Dadโ€ Darrel said.
โ€œOkay then,Iโ€™m just gonna expose your home address to the pressโ€ He said and continued eating.

โ€œDad! Do you have to threaten me?โ€ Darrel asked.
โ€œSo,will you come or not?โ€ He asked and Darrel glanced at me.
โ€œI willโ€ He said reluctantly. โ€œBut i donโ€™t know if Mia will want to. I canโ€™t force herโ€ He added.

โ€œI want toโ€ I said.

Damn!
Do i even have a dress.

โ€œReally?โ€ Darrel smiled.
โ€œYeahโ€ I nodded.
โ€œOkay,Iโ€™ll be expecting you both. Iโ€™ll send you more informations about the locationโ€
โ€œIโ€™ve never heard of people getting threatened cause they refused to attend a dinner partyโ€ Darrel said.

โ€œWell,you heard it todayโ€ Mr Holden smiled.
โ€œTch!โ€ Darrel rolled his eyes.
โ€œThanks for the delicious meal Miaโ€ Mr Holden said gulping down his glass cup of water.

โ€œIโ€™ll be leaving soonโ€ He said.
โ€œWonโ€™t you be spending the night here?โ€ Darrel asked.
โ€œNah! I already booked a room in a hotel. โ€ He said.
โ€œThis place is big enough for you Dad. I promise i wonโ€™t disturb youโ€ D. Said.

โ€œI would like to stay here too but i canโ€™t, have you forgotten you donโ€™t own this house,itโ€™s an official building and no one should even come visit you not to talk of staying overnightโ€ He said.
โ€œThatโ€™s true,but youโ€™re my Dad!โ€
โ€œOur relationship doesnโ€™t matter. I need to go now โ€ He said and Darrel groaned.

โ€œCan i have some meal packed for me. I donโ€™t know how their meal is gonna taste at the hotel. I wouldnโ€™t like to have a running stomach?โ€ He said.

โ€œOkay Sirโ€ I said and walked to the kitchen.
I walked back to dining when i finished packing the meal.
I met Mr Holden already on his feet.

โ€œOh, thanks Miaโ€ He smiled.
โ€œYou shouldnโ€™t thank me Sirโ€ I said.
โ€œI should dearโ€ He said.
โ€œi need to leave nowโ€ He added.

Darrel dropped his spoon and stood up after his dad.
We both walked him outside.

Regardless of how wealthy he is, heโ€™s not a bit arrogant.
Caroline proved me wrong first then Mr Holden.
I used to believe wealthy people are damn arrogant.

We got outside and met the bodyguards chatting with Nath..
โ€œHey guys, weโ€™re leavingโ€ Mr Holden called out to them and they both rushed over.

I handed the meal to one of them.

โ€œIโ€™m sorry for talking to you both that way but you donโ€™t have to follow him around like ducksโ€ Darrel said to the bodyguards.
โ€œDarrel!โ€ His dad scolded.
โ€œYouโ€™re repeating what you just apologised to them forโ€ He said.
โ€œIโ€™m sorry Dadโ€ Darrel said..

โ€œWhateverโ€

โ€œThanks for coming Sir,it was nice having you aroundโ€ I said.
He smiled. โ€ Iโ€™ll need to know more about youโ€
โ€œAlright sirโ€ I said.

โ€œYou shouldnโ€™t have come at all when you knew youโ€™ll be leaving soonโ€ Darrel said.

โ€œI need to go rest Darrel, weโ€™ll see tomorrow night okay?โ€ He said.
โ€œAlright Dad. Byeโ€ Darrel said.

One of the bodyguards opened the car door and Mr Holden stepped in like the notable man he is.
โ€œBye sirโ€ I waved.
โ€œByeโ€ He waved back before the car door was closed.

The bodyguards got in , one behind the wheel, another sitting with him at the back.
Nath quickly opened the gate and we watched them drove out.

Darrel smiled.

โ€œYour Dad is so jovialโ€ I said.
โ€œYeah, i never knew Iโ€™ll see him today, i thought itโ€™ll be after Iโ€™m done with my mission. I was starting to miss himโ€ He said.
โ€œWhy donโ€™t you quit what youโ€™re here for and do what your father wantsโ€ I said.
โ€œEven if i plan on doing anything close to that, Iโ€™ll need to accomplish what Iโ€™m here forโ€ He said.

I shrugged โ€œFine thenโ€

Nath walked to us, smiling.

โ€œThat meal was deliciousโ€ He said.
โ€œThank youโ€ I smiled.
โ€œAgent D. Youโ€™re obviously the younger version of your dadโ€ Nath said.
โ€œPeople do say that but i think you need to see my mumโ€ Darrel said.

โ€œReally?โ€
โ€œYeah, i got most of my looks from my mumโ€ He said.
โ€œWow! Iโ€™ll love to see your mum too. Will she also be coming here soon? Gosh! I canโ€™t wait to see herโ€ Nath said excitedly and i wished i had stopped him from saying that.

โ€ My mum is lateโ€ Darrel said.
โ€œOh. . my God!โ€ Nath exclaimed.
โ€œIโ€™m so sorry about thatโ€ He added sadly.
โ€œItโ€™s fine, it happened long ago and Iโ€™ve gotten over itโ€ Darrel said.
โ€œIm so sorry,i wouldnโ€™t have said that if i knewโ€ Nath said and Darrel smiled.

โ€œComโ€™on i brought up my Mum firstโ€ He said.
โ€œOnce more, Iโ€™m so sorry about thatโ€ Nath said and Darrel nodded.
โ€œI need to go finish up my mealโ€ Darrel said walking to the door.

โ€œIโ€™ll join you soon D. โ€ I said.
โ€œOkay,take your timeโ€ he said before walking in.

โ€œDamn! I never knew his mother is deadโ€ Nath said.
โ€œShe is. And he kinda get emotional whenever he mentions his motherโ€ I said.
โ€œArrrgh! I talk too much right?โ€ Nath asked and i nodded.

โ€œIโ€™ll be going inside, will see you laterโ€ I said.
โ€œOkayโ€ He said.

I walked inside the house and closed the door behind me.
I headed to the dining room and saw Darrel staring at the untouched meal in front of him.

He said he was coming in to resume his meal.

โ€œDarrelโ€ I called.
โ€œHuh?โ€ He raised up his head and i saw how red his eyes were.

He cried.
I knew he would.

โ€œYou cried?โ€ I asked and he nodded.
I sighed and patted his back.
I feel like hugging him.
โ€œI understand how you feelโ€ I said.

Is this how the relatives of the people Iโ€™ve killed felt after years of loosing their loved ones.
The pain never heals?

I sighed sadly and sat on the dining chair.
โ€œI know how mentioning mum makes me feel yet i canโ€™t stop talking about herโ€ He said.
โ€œThat shows how much you love her. Sheโ€™ll be glad youโ€™ve not forgotten her,you still talk about her. Thatโ€™s true loveโ€ I said.
โ€œReally?โ€ He asked.
โ€œYeahโ€

โ€œ,Smile, you should know this sad face does not suit youโ€ I said and he smiled.

โ€œGood!โ€ I said.
โ€œBut you must finish up the meal you said you wanted toโ€ I added.
โ€œOf course i willโ€ He said and resumed eating.

I smiled happily as i watched him eat.

โ€œDo i look more handsome when eating?โ€
โ€œNah! You look uglierโ€ I teased and he frowned.
โ€œGeez! You look more like a wolf when frowningโ€ I said and he quickly loosened his face to a smile.

I laughed and he did too.
*
After he was done eating, i packed the plates into the kitchen and started washing.

I need to go search through my clothes for the one Iโ€™m gonna put on to the dinner party.
I should have brought more clothes here.

I wiped my hands off a napkin when i was done washing.
I walked out of the kitchen and got to the living room.
Seems Darrel has gone to his room already.

I headed to the stairs and started climbing it to my room.

โ€˜do i even need to search through my clothes?โ€™ I thought as i opened the door to my room.
I opened my wardrobe and realised i donโ€™t even have much clothes to search through.

โ€œWhat would i wear to the dinner party?โ€ I said sadly.
โ€œI donโ€™t even have shoes!โ€

???

I searched the house for Darrel but didnโ€™t see him.
I walked out of the door and met Nath walking to his door.

โ€œNath,did you see Darrel?โ€ I asked.
โ€œYeah,he went out in his carโ€ He said.
โ€œOhh.. okayโ€ I said and walked back in, wondering where he went to without telling me.

I should go ahead and prepare dinner then.
I walked into the kitchen and decided to just make a light meal for dinner.


I was setting the table when Darrel arrived.

โ€œHeyโ€ He said walking into the dining room with two shopping bags.
I guess he went to get some things for himself.

โ€œI searched the whole house for youโ€ i said.
โ€œIโ€™m sorry i didnโ€™t told you before leaving, i went to get somethingโ€ He said.
โ€œOkay. Dinner is readyโ€ I said.
โ€œYouโ€™ve served Nath his right?โ€ He asked.
โ€œOf courseโ€ I said.

โ€œHave thisโ€ he said stretching the shopping bags to me.
โ€œI should take it to your room?โ€ I asked.
โ€œNah! Theyโ€™re for you. I got you some dresses and shoesโ€ He said leaving me speechless.

I stared at him in disbelief.

โ€œY..you mean you got dresses and shoes for me?โ€
โ€œYes Mia,they are for youโ€ He said and i found myself screaming and hugging him tightly.

โš”๏ธDarrelโš”๏ธ

She screamed and hugged me tightly.
I smiled.
Iโ€™m glad i did this for her.

I heard her complaining about not having anything to wear.
I actually planned on getting dresses for her but her complaint hastened my plan.

If only she know,Iโ€™ll do anything for her .
Any freaking thing.

โ€œThanks so much Darrel, thank youโ€ She said happily, releasing herself from my arms.
She held the shopping bags tightly.

โ€œI hope theyโ€™ll suit you,i only described your body size and for the shoes,i know your sizeโ€ I said.
โ€œI really appreciate this. Thanks Darrelโ€ She said.
โ€œStop the thanks alreadyโ€ I said.
โ€œI canโ€™t. I should go check these outโ€ she said happily, jumping to the stairs.

โ€œLetโ€™s have dinner firstโ€ I called after her.
โ€œIโ€™m comingโ€ She said and i smiled.

โค๏ธ?โค๏ธ NEXT DAY.

I sat in the living room, waiting for Mia.
Itโ€™s time for the dinner party and iโ€™m dressed up in my tuxedo, nice shoes with my hair styled cutely.

I brought three dresses for her but i liked the red one best and i wish sheโ€™ll wear that one.
Wellโ€ฆ anyone she chooses to wear,i wish it suits her perfectly.

My heart stopped for a second when i heard the click of shoes on the stairs.

Sheโ€™s coming.
I wiped my forehead with my palm and swallowed hard before facing the direction of the stairs.

My mouth dropped as i stared at a complete different person walking towards me.
Of course,itโ€™s no different person.
Itโ€™s Mia! Sheโ€™s putting on the red dinner gown thatโ€™s laced with stone.
Aside the fact that it suit her,it brought out those deadly curves Iโ€™ve never seen before.
Should i just thrash those baggy clothes she wears?

My gaze left her body to her face.
She applied little touch of make up to her already perfect face making it more than perfect and her hairโ€ฆ.
Iโ€™ve never seen a bun look so beautiful.

She smiled as she walked to me.
I slowly stood up.

โ€œYouโ€™re stunningโ€ I said.
โ€œThank youโ€ she smiled happily..
โ€œYou look breathtaking tooโ€ She said and my heart danced.
โ€œThank youโ€ I said.

She interlocked her arm with mine and we both started walking to the door.
Just then i saw two shadows on the wall.

SIREN Episode 39 (The beautiful killer) by Azeemah Salami

Darrelโš”๏ธ

She interlocked her arm with mine and we both started walking to the door.
Just then i saw two shadows on the wall.

โ€œWh..โ€ I was saying but suddenly realized the shadows are no longer there.
โ€œMia,did you see that?โ€ I asked.
โ€œWhat?โ€ She asked.
โ€œThe shadowsโ€
โ€œItโ€™s oursโ€
โ€œItโ€™s not ours,Iโ€™m very sure of thatโ€ I said.
โ€œYou must be hallucinating then,cause i didnโ€™t see any shadow.โ€ She said.

I sighed, it might be hallucination truly.

โ€œLetโ€™s goโ€ I smiled.

โš”๏ธMiaโš”๏ธ

I saw the two shadows on the wall and knew immediately it was Joel and Anne.

What the hell are they doing here!
And how dare they come into the living room to the extent of almost exposing theirselves.

What if i hadnโ€™t made Darrel believe it was just imagination. He would have searched the nooks and crannies of the house and find them.
I need to give boss a call once i come back.

Gosh!
They almost made the excitement running in my veins disappeared.

This dress is making me feel so special.
I actually have more than enough money to get dozens of this dress but half of my money has always gone into the orphanage.

I wonder why i took time in getting dressed.
I wanted to look beautiful for Darrel?
Why?

Iโ€™m so satisfied by the look on his face when i stepped down from the stairs.
That look spoke volumes.

โ€˜you are stunningโ€™ he had said making me feel like a queen.
He also stole my breath with his looks tonight.

He has never looked more handsome.
Darrel, i donโ€™t know what youโ€™re doing to me but whatever it is, I like it.
No! I love it.

I smiled as we stepped outside..
Nath rushed to us with his mouth wide opened.

โ€œOMG! Is this agent D.? Is this Mia?โ€ He asked sarcastically.
โ€œNah! This is not agent D. But agent C. โ€ Darrel said, cracking me up.
โ€œOf course this is agent C. Agent D. have never looked this handsomeโ€ Nath said.
โ€œReally?โ€ D. Asked.
โ€œYeahโ€ Nath grinned.

โ€œI think i will start wearing tuxedo and styling my hair when Iโ€™m at home, doing nothing but sitting in the living room and watching movies in my TUXEDOโ€ Darrel said and i chuckled.
โ€œThat will be perfectโ€ Nath said..
โ€œSilly!โ€ Darrel said.

โ€œBut to be sincere, do you know you both could pass for the most beautiful latest couple in the whole of New York city?โ€ Nath said and my heart raced even though i knew he was just teasing.
I wonder why Darrelโ€™s hold on me tightened.

I tried to read the expression on his face but couldnโ€™t.

โ€œYou both should just stay that way, i wanna take some shots of youโ€ Nath said bringing out his phone.
โ€œComโ€™on Nathโ€ I said.
โ€œWeโ€™re running late alreadyโ€ Darrel said.
โ€œHold on, you both canโ€™t leave just like that,you should have a picture of this day.โ€ He said.
โ€œTrueโ€ Darrel said and we both posed.

Nath started capturing..

โ€œItโ€™s okay Nath!โ€ I exclaimed.
He has taken up to fifteen shots.
โ€œGreat! You need to see this pictures,so lovelyโ€ He smiled satisfactorily.

โ€œThat will be later, we need to leave now. โ€ Darrel said opening the car door for me.
I stepped into the front passengerโ€™s seat and fastened my seat belt.
Darrel got behind the wheels while Nath opened the gate.

We glanced at each other and he smiled at me.
My stomach sparked up and i ended on smiling back at him.

โš”๏ธAnneโš”๏ธ

โ€œChill Joelโ€ I said as he threatened to go beat up Darrel.
โ€œHeโ€™s taking her to a date! When sheโ€™s nothing but his housekeeper, canโ€™t he just select any other person but herโ€ Joel shouted furiously.

The gatekeeper is taking some pictures of them and i must say they look beautiful together.

Boss actually sent us here tonight to inform Mia to report to Pine estate tomorrow.
We came in through her window but couldnโ€™t find her.
We decided to sneak into the living room thinking that agent will be asleep but we were surprised to find the both of them glammed up, ready to step out.
I was stunned by Miaโ€™s appearance .
So beautiful.
Iโ€™ve never seen her look so beautiful.

Iโ€™m sure she didnโ€™t own that dress.
Darrel definitely bought it for her.

Damn!
What the hell is going on between this two?

โ€œOh noโ€ Joel whispered gritting his teeth beside me.
We both hid behind the couch when Darrel saw our shadows.

We watched Mia convinced him it was just hallucination.

I sighed in relief and came out of my hiding place when they both walked out.

*

โ€œLetโ€™s go report back to bossโ€ I said to Joel who kept yelling even after they drove out.

I know how much he likes Mia but he should just accept the fact that she doesnโ€™t like him.
He should move on already.

He started walking to the doorโ€ฆ
โ€œThatโ€™s not the way Joelโ€ I said.
โ€œWhich way then?โ€ He asked.
โ€œMiaโ€™s window, the gatekeeper will definitely see us if we go through the doorโ€ I said.
โ€œCanโ€™t we just kill him and leaveโ€ He said furiously and i shook my head.

โ€œPleaseโ€ I said.
He turned and started walking towards Mia room while i wondered whatโ€™s going on between Mia and Darrel Holden.
The looks they both exchanged is..just unexplainable.

โš”๏ธMiaโš”๏ธ

Darrel drove into the parking lot.
There were a lot cars parked there too.

He turned off the ignition and stepped out of the car.
He quickly came over to open the car door for me.
He stretched out his hand and i placed mine on his while i stepped down from the car.

He closed the car door and we both walked towards the entrance,hand in hand.
I smiled when i heard music playing softly inside.

Darrel stretched the invite to the doorman.
He glanced at it before paving way for us to go in.

We walked in and found everyoneโ€™s gaze on us.
They whispered amongst themselves but i could grasp what they were whispering .

โ€˜Wow!โ€™

โ€˜they are beautiful!โ€™

โ€˜whose son and daughter are they?โ€™

โ€˜they are the most beautiful couple hereโ€™

I glanced at Darrel and he sighed.
โ€œWe shouldnโ€™t have come here after allโ€ He said.

โ€œOhhโ€ฆ Darrel, youโ€™re hereโ€ Mr Holden said, walking towards us.
He smiled and faced everyoneโ€This is my son and his fianceeโ€
I let out a gasp but quickly comported myself.

โ€˜wowโ€™ They all chorused.
*
โ€œMr Holden led us to our seats after weโ€™ve greeted almost everyone.
Theyโ€™ve all resumed whatever they were doing before we came in.

This whole place smells wealth..

Some couples were on the dancing floor, some sat and drank,some walked around the room while some chattered in circles.

So beautiful and amazing.

โ€œDad, how could you say that?โ€ Darrel half yelled at his dad.
โ€œShut up and donโ€™t you dare yell at me! โ€ His father said.

We sat and we were served chilled drinks and barbecue.

โ€œEveryone has been asking me why my son is yet to get married, so you better play alongโ€ Mr Holden said.
โ€œArrrgh!โ€ Darrel sighed.
โ€œDad, youโ€™re asking me to play along. What of Mia! Do you think she likes this?โ€ Darrel said.

โ€œItโ€™s fine Darrel,letโ€™s just do this for the sake of Dadโ€ I said.
โ€œGood! Thanks Mia, for offering to protect my reputation hereโ€ Mr Holden said and i nodded.
โ€œBy the way,you look beautiful tonightโ€ He said and i smiled.
โ€œThanks Mr Holdenโ€ I said.

โ€œMe?โ€ Darrel asked.
โ€œWhat?โ€
โ€œI mean, how do i look tonight?โ€ He asked.
โ€œOf course youโ€™re ugly as alwaysโ€ Mr Holden said and i stifled my laughter.
โ€œDad!โ€ Darrel frowned.

โ€œComโ€™on! Do i need to tell you,youโ€™re the most handsome guy here. Look,almost all the ladies gaze are on youโ€ He said, making me glance around.
Truly, ladies are looking in Darrelโ€™s direction and i couldnโ€™t help the little jealousy popping in me.

โ€œIโ€™m used to thatโ€ Darrel said.
โ€œI know but are you used to the fact that the guys gaze are on Miaโ€ Mr Holden said.

Yeah,i know that.

โ€œWhy the hell are they staring at her!โ€ Darrel said.
โ€œHey! Sheโ€™s not your real fiancee so why are you getting worked upโ€
โ€œSheโ€™s my friend and i have to protect herโ€ He said.
โ€œFrom?โ€ His dad asked and Darrel gulped his drink in response.

โ€œImagine if i hadnโ€™t introduced her as your fiancee. Those guys will have surrounded this table and thereโ€™s nothing you will do about itโ€
โ€œYeahโ€ Darrel scoffed.

โ€œYou both should come with me,i need to introduce you to my friend,he just arrivedโ€ He said.
โ€œAgain!โ€ Darrel exclaimed before receiving a glare from his dad.

We both stood up and i was surprised at the rate Darrel quickly tuck my hand in his.
Why?

We both walked behind Mr Holden.
He stopped in front of a table where a man was seated.
One of them looked familiar though.

โ€œMr Walker, meet my son and his fianceeโ€ Mr Holden said.

Mr Walker?
Carolineโ€™s dad!

Darrel and i glanced at each other.

โ€œHi Mr Walkerโ€ Darrel greeted while i bowed in greeting.
โ€œHello have your seatโ€ Mr Walker smiled.

Darrel and i sat opposite him.

โ€œOhhโ€ฆ Mr Elvis is here.. I need to go say hiโ€ Mr Holden said and walked away.

โ€œI must commend that your fiancee is really beautifulโ€ Mr Walker said.
โ€œThanks sirโ€ I smiled.
โ€œSo, whoโ€™s your father?โ€ Mr Walker asked me.
โ€œMy father?โ€ I asked.
โ€œOhhโ€ฆi mean your last name?โ€ He asked.
โ€œCunnaneโ€ I said.
โ€œThat name doesnโ€™t ring a bell, whatโ€™s your fatherโ€™s position in this country?โ€ He asked and i glanced at Darrel.

โ€œHer father runs a cafeteriaโ€ Darrel said.
โ€œWhat!โ€ He exclaimed disgustingly.
โ€œIs anything wrong with that Mr Walker?โ€ Darrel asked.
โ€œHow could you date a daughter of nobody when your father holds a high position in the societyโ€ He said.

โ€œYou wanna know the reason?โ€ Darrel asked.
โ€œOf courseโ€ Mr Walker said.
โ€œLove. I love her, so muchโ€ Darrel said and i felt a tingling feeling in my stomach.
I knew heโ€™s just trying to play along but that sincerity in his voice gat me.

โ€œThereโ€™s nothing wrong with me dating her. You called her father a nobody cause he runs a cafeteria? Do you think if wishes were horses,beggars wonโ€™t ride? Youโ€™re not in this position today because of how capable youโ€™re, youโ€™re here today because of grace, if everyone has the grace you have,do you think there will be one poor person in the world?

Just imagine yourself in their shoes, how are you gonna feel if someone calls you a nobody, of course youโ€™ll feel bad.

Why didnโ€™t i choose the daughter of noble men like you?
Why do you think i chose her?
That should tell you money is not everything.
Donโ€™t ever discourage anyone from getting married to whomever they choose. For them to choose that person,you should know they truly love that person.

My father accepted my choice cause he respects my decision, every parents in this world should respect their children choices,if not, that child might end up getting hurtโ€ Darrel finally concluded, leaving Mr Walker speechless and remorseful.

I smiled inwardly as Darrel winked at me.
I know he said that because of Nath.

โ€œWeโ€™ll leave to dance now sirโ€ Darrel said and grabbed my hand.
We both stood up and walked down to the dancing floor.

โ€œIโ€™m glad we did that for Nathโ€ Darrel said.
โ€œIโ€™m glad tooโ€ I smiled.

โ€œLetโ€™s danceโ€ He said and stretched his hand to me.
I took it and we both started dancing to the rhythm of the song.

All Iโ€™m seeing is Darrel, his breathtaking face under the beautiful chandelier.
Everything seems so beautiful and i felt butterflies rose in my stomach.

My heart longed for him and i really wished he could feel the same way for me too.
I canโ€™t deny it any longer.

Iโ€™m in love.
Mia, youโ€™re in love with Darrel.

โ€œMiaโ€ Darrel called.
โ€œHuh?โ€
โ€œI love youโ€ He said and my heart struck.

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Mukktty
5 years ago

Wow ?
The latest lovers in town are here. I’m praying Darrell doesn’t end up dead in the hand of Mia ?

I wish Nath will get to be with Caroline!!

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Hope judith
5 years ago

Mia, haba why ds feeling now? You won’t be able to kill ds guy again….you’ve grown feelings for him???