I Regretted My Last Relationship 1 – Evang Kemi Longe
I never knew he was not a believer. We prayed together, we church together, we even fasted together. He was everything to me. When I needed money he gave me. I took him to my mum, to my greatest surprise mum loved him.
Mum has never liked any of my male friends. She must have an excuse for not liking them. One was too short for me, despite he was a good Christian. What an excuse? True! I am a short beautiful girl. But I loved Dave! Dave was too short for mum. A little shorter than me though. But does that really matters? All I cared about was someone that can understand me.
When I raise my hand, Dave knows what I wanted. We were the most beautiful couple on campus. We did everything together. But he never touched me for sex. He was a good home trained boy that does not believe in that naturally.
My growth spiritualy was slow but I was not an unbeliever when I met Fred. I couldn’t pray through, but he convinced me that he heard God spoke to him. He was mentoring me I thought. He put me through in so many spiritual things. He condemned so many things I use to do.
I love my trousers, jeans most especially. He took them away! Bought me ten beautiful colourful skirts, just in one day. I haven’t left school when I met him. Fred was a civil engineer. I met him at my aunt’s church in porthacourt when I went to see my aunt from school.
Fred was a youth leader at my aunt’s church. Oh! I regretted the day I met Fred. I spent two weeks with aunty Vic. It was like a day, just because of Fred. As if my break should not end again. He took my number on that same day aunty Vic introduced me to him. We became friends that same day.
Our friendship brought him to University of Ibadan where I was studying then severally. He will always lodge in an hotel when he comes around.
I was serving as a youth Corp when I decided to visit Fred without notice.
I travelled down from Kano to porthacourt to see Fred on this fateful day. I got to his house around 9:05. The gate was left unlocked. I peeped and peeped, no sign of the gate man. I wanted to do a surprise visit. I entered the compound without anyone noticing me.
Getting to the door, it was locked, but I was hearing sounds from inside. But not of people talking, it was not a sound I was really familiar with either. Not of pain, not of joy, but so weak. I peeped through the window I was hearing the sound from. It was so dark. I turned round the house to the other door, it was wide opened.
Right in the kitchen I met a guy in a hot sex with a lady. I ran back. He left the girl, and ran after me. He got me so quickly. Slapped me, asking me who I wanted. I said “please its Fred” He dragged me along, took me inside, open a dark room, threw me on the floor, and said, good we have a new goat now!
I tell you, I was breathing as if it was my last breath. He pointed a gun at me, and told me to hold my lips. He opened the walldrope in the room, brought out rope to tie my hands to the back. He tied my face with a scarf he loosed from his head.
I was lying down almost lifeless for fear, when I noticed a wet hands pull down my skirt. I wanted to shout but I remembered the gun. I started begging him. He slapped me severally and deflowered me.
I cried and cried as he was struggling to do this. After this I heard him left the room banging the door behind him.
I was still sobbing like a baby, when I head the voice of Fred coming along the corridor of the room I was put. I heard someone told him, “Scot! we have a new goat, Baba will be glad, I think she missed her road, she was looking for one Fred”
I heard the door opened, and I saw the ray of light through the scarf on my face as they switched on the room’s light. Then Fred said “why the blood” I was bleeding! “Idiot! did you rape the goat?” Fred said. I didn’t know she was a virgin! He replied. “Notwithstanding you have defiled the goat! She must not meet a man for seven days, Please throw her away! She is not useful. We shall use the old goat. She is already here for seven days.” Fred said again.
I was shaking where I was lying for the revelation that Fred is a cultist.
By himself he pulled off my blindfold, just to discover his wife to be.
Take heed!
Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. Matthew:7:21
Seeing his wife to be as the goat that was raped, I even thought it would be painful to him. But his reactions was very different to the Fred I used to know.
He shouted “you! how did you get here? Now that you know who I am, you have to die” I started shouting Fred please! Fred please! moving close to him on my kneels, then the other guy pushed me back, slapped me again and again, saying who is Fred? I think the goat is a mad one, laughing crazily. He couldn’t get what was happening between us.
So callous in mind, Fred said immediately, ‘go get me my gun!’ You can never imagine if he had seen me for once. He pretended he didn’t know me. But instead of the other guy to go and get his gun as instructed, he moved very close to him, whispered something into his ears. All Fred said was “fine!” after that. He left the room with that guy immediately switching off the light, they banged the door.
oh! What a pain! I never knew love can turn to even death not hatred in a moment. I was left alone!
Immediately, I remembered “wolves In Sheep Clothing”
This is what my pastor use to call fake brethren. I thought he was a sheep! So Fred is a wolf!
Still tied on both hands, with blood on me I knelt down and cried unto God, ‘forgive me oh Lord for my carelessness, but save me from these wolves’ That was when I understood everything that my pastor use to tell us singles.
I realised I was not patient at all. I didn’t allow God to lead me, but Fred. I regretted all the steps I took.
I was left alone in that dark room for hours I cannot tell. I remembered my phone and my bag that was taken by the guy that raped me.
Can I even do anything with my hands tied? I was so hopeless! I imagined if aunty Victoria can know what she put me through. She connected me to this evil man, thinking he would tutor me in the way of God.
No one know my whereabout. Mother thought I was at Kano, likewise my Aunt. Who can save me now? I was deep in this thought when I heard foot steps again.
The first thing that came to my mind was that my prayers had been answered, probably he had changed his mind from killing me.
I was wrong, no one came to my door. Instead, I started hearing voices, music, sound of people having happy moments.
I guessed I had been forgotten. The noise was growing bigger! I guessed it was a party. Suddenly my fear left me. Something just told me that I can escape.
I stood up, thank God my blindfold had been removed, I bent to look through the door hole, I didn’t see anything. I bent again and used my chin to press the door handle, Lo and behold it opened.
I peeped out, to the right, the corridor led to a big room afar off, supposed to be a sitting room, but it was having no furniture, afar off, I saw people dancing in twos and most of them were carrying bottles, I guessed that was beer or hot drinks. Odour of cigarette filled the whole place.
To the right of the corridor, the far end led to an opening I couldn’t see well enough. The house was poorly lighted.
I summoned courage, like Esther “if I die I die” I tip toed, moving towards the opening, although I didn’t know where the opening led to.
I haven’t walked a little distance when a guy half naked, drunk I guessed, came out from another door on the corridor. I almost fainted, but surprisingly, he said “Mary! Mary! I said I’m not drunk, give me more drink now” trying to pull me to himself.
Immediately I keyed into the game. I said oh! more drinks for you! Loose my hands! I turned my back on him. Immediately he bent down to loose the rope singing along with the music..
He found it so difficult, he was pulling my hands instead of him loosing the rope. I felt much pains, that was when I knew how drunk he was, but I had to manage.
Luckily for me, one hand came out of the rope suddenly. I used the that hand to remove my other hand from the rope. I pulled up my skirt very well, I told the guy; “go join them, let me get you more drinks, staggering to the dancing room, he left.
I continued towards the opening still tip toeing. When I got there, It only led to another room, lighted though, I busted into tears, I couldn’t cry aloud. I lost hope of escape!
To be continued…….
Beware of false prophets, which come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves.
Matthew:7:15
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